all our life we are waiting something to happend..
its like when ur too little you wanna be teenager...when ur teenager u wanna be adult and when u are adult u wanna be small again.. kinda funny but its true..someone can say that ull never know what u have until u loose it..so how come person dont see what does he have and see after its gone..
i have never thought about it..last few days was kinda bad..i never know i would someday miss school..can u imagine like place where i hated to go..where i felt like i was not belong to..and now i fell the same at university...
one my old friend told me that one day when ill get job and gonna be adult im gonna miss all this..i had no idea was what he talking about but i do now..
i dont know why im writing this and why im writing this is english... maybe it was written for my old friend but i somehow dont wanna send this..its like more i become closer more i loose him..i dont know where to stop..or should i stop amyway??
but dreaming is much easyer then to face reality and its not good...
yea yea i once fell in love in guy i never knew..it was like my crash for like 3 years..i still got the pain from it..i cant delet it like forever..i imagined that he was good he was kind ,smart and most all for me he loved kids.. but when i had to know him little better i felt like who is he?? no hes not what he was for me..he was just to perfect to be true and he aint true..
anyway that chapter of my life is closed i hope forever...
ofter all this i was afraid u fall for a guy..and still im..i dont wanna live again with this all dreaming staff..its kinda hard to know that it might never come true..
after this stupid chapter of my life im just lost..lost so much that i dont give a sh*t about guys.. okok only after sad movies which makes me more sensetive then i am...
and here am at my blog..little bit sad and over waiting for someone...
i hope this post i wount delet as i did the last ones..
i think ill now o to sleep..
good night and take care...
its like when ur too little you wanna be teenager...when ur teenager u wanna be adult and when u are adult u wanna be small again.. kinda funny but its true..someone can say that ull never know what u have until u loose it..so how come person dont see what does he have and see after its gone..
i have never thought about it..last few days was kinda bad..i never know i would someday miss school..can u imagine like place where i hated to go..where i felt like i was not belong to..and now i fell the same at university...
one my old friend told me that one day when ill get job and gonna be adult im gonna miss all this..i had no idea was what he talking about but i do now..
i dont know why im writing this and why im writing this is english... maybe it was written for my old friend but i somehow dont wanna send this..its like more i become closer more i loose him..i dont know where to stop..or should i stop amyway??
but dreaming is much easyer then to face reality and its not good...
yea yea i once fell in love in guy i never knew..it was like my crash for like 3 years..i still got the pain from it..i cant delet it like forever..i imagined that he was good he was kind ,smart and most all for me he loved kids.. but when i had to know him little better i felt like who is he?? no hes not what he was for me..he was just to perfect to be true and he aint true..
anyway that chapter of my life is closed i hope forever...
ofter all this i was afraid u fall for a guy..and still im..i dont wanna live again with this all dreaming staff..its kinda hard to know that it might never come true..
after this stupid chapter of my life im just lost..lost so much that i dont give a sh*t about guys.. okok only after sad movies which makes me more sensetive then i am...
and here am at my blog..little bit sad and over waiting for someone...
i hope this post i wount delet as i did the last ones..
i think ill now o to sleep..
good night and take care...
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